Hyperacidic

Nung bata ka pa, ang pagtulog sa hapon ay isang parusa dahil hindi ka pa pagod maglaro. Paglaki mo, nahiling mo na sana nilasap mo yung parusa noon. Nagiiba na kasi ang depinisyon ng salitang parusa sa pagdaan ng panahon.

i.am.in.love. <3

For some reason I feel immensely comfortable with you. Your smell makes me feel safe. Your warmth makes me feel secure. And your smile makes me smile.For the first time I let you touch my naked soul with your bare hands. I let you leave your finger prints on everything I have. I don’t think I would have done it for anybody else. I don’t know why I did it for you. Maybe it was for myself, I dont know.

Laying next to you on your single bed, feeling your warmth from your hands till your toes, I don’t think Id rather be anywhere else. We didn’t get much sleep but I couldn’t care less. I would be happy not to sleep at all the whole night, as long as you were next to me.  

When you had your arm around me, I don’t think I’d rather be with anyone else. We were a little squashed trying to fit in a single bed, but I liked being so close to you, feeling you even if I was turned the other way. I like it when you have your arm around me, kept it there.

When I woke up next to you, I don’t think I’d rather wake up with anyone else. Seeing you first thing when I opened my eyes made me happy. It was so good not having to say goodbye but only goodnight. I kept waking up looking at you for a bit making sure you were still there. 

I don’t think I’d rather be with anyone else, I don’t think I’d rather be anywhere else and I don’t think I’d let anyone more closer.  I let you touch my bare heart, my bare hair and my bare self. I hope you don’t take it for granted. I love you.

.misery.

its the same thing

day after day,

nothing is different 

and nothing has changed,

the sky is still grey

and the waters still cold,

hearts are still broken

as each day we grow old,

tears are still cried

night after night,

fears still haunt us

in all of our dreams,

we try to move on

but forget how to breathe,

each day’s full of mysery

so it may seem.

=(

day breaks

Day Breaks

Enough time to be awake

The sun shines completely trough the sky

Watching various birds go by

Lying on the grass feeling so free

There isn’t anyone present, just me

Letting all the negativity leave my body and soul

I feel complete and utter control

Drfting away with the sway of the wind

Hoping this abrupt dream will never end

Flowing with a stream of beauty and grace

Never dealing with reality there’s no one to face

For a moment of escaping the past and all that lies ahead

No thought provoking questions nothing to be said

Inhaling and exhaling, just taking a deep breath

Taking in so much air like its the time of my death

Masking in the beauty of the earth

There beholds the miracle of creation obscure to me since birth

Now my dream surceases and I come to reality

But I will never forget my day break and its vitality.

(Photo: from flickr.com)

i know he’s there

I don’t see him right in front of me but I know he’s there

Sheltering me with latent love guidance and care.

His purity and elegance resembles that of a dove

He won’t ever leave nor forsake me he will always be,

Knowing that I’m loved by him helps me to be thankful and free.

His image is so breathtaking it can’t be put into words,

He’s right up there in heaven with all of the birds.

I know he’s real he let me know

And through his guiding light I will forever grow,

As long as I’m with him my faith will never go.

(photo: from flickr.com)

in the dark

I was sitting in the dark for so long

Just waiting for a glimpse of the sun to make me feel strong.

There was something that I didn’t know,

There was something that wasn’t so clear.

That beautiful sun was always near.

Before I saw it and it became part of my sight,

I had to make sure all my internal feelings were sincere and right.

It was a struggle being there for so long,

Every answer that I found was wrong.

An eternity would pass before it would come

Little did I know, it would be there in one ultimate sum.

It was my sunken treasure ready to be retrieved,

And once I found it I was completely relieved.

letter to my crush <3

I look at your picture every night and I wish that you were mine.

You don’t even know that I exist.

But I spend countless hours of my day thinking about you.

From the way you walk to the way you talk you never cease to intrigue me.

Please don’t assume that I’m trying to stalk you or that 

I’m trying to invade your privacy.

I couldn’t keep my feelings for you inside any longer.

I hope that somehow, someway this letter reaches you.

And if it does you don’t have to respond, you don’t have to say a word.

Just knowing that I got my feelings out in the open makes me feel better.

Maybe you’ll be able to return the same feelings but if you cant…

At least I can live with myself knowing that I gave it my all.

letter to my crush <3

I look at your picture every night and I wish that you were mine.

You don’t even know that I exist.

But I spend countless hours of my day thinking about you.

From the way you walk to the way you talk you never cease to intrigue me.

Please don’t assume that I’m trying to stalk you or that 

I’m trying to invade your privacy.

I couldn’t keep my feelings for you inside any longer.

I hope that somehow, someway this letter reaches you.

And if it does you don’t have to respond, you don’t have to say a word.

Just knowing that I got my feelings out in the open makes me feel better.

Maybe you’ll be able to return the same feelings but if you cant…

At least I can live with myself knowing that I gave it my all.

in the dark

I was sitting in the dark for so long

Just waiting for a glimpse of the sun to make me feel strong.

There was something that I didn’t know,

There was something that wasn’t so clear.

That beautiful sun was always near.

Before I saw it and it became part of my sight,

I had to make sure all my internal feelings were sincere and right.

It was a struggle being there for so long,

Every answer that I found was wrong.

An eternity would pass before it would come

Little did I know, it would be there in one ultimate sum.

It was my sunken treasure ready to be retrieved,

And once I found it I was completely relieved.